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Push
03:02
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Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
Push push push
It’s swirling me around
Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
I got sand in my eyes
Salt on my tongue
Breath is getting heavy and my body’s getting numb
Currents, big waves
Dragging me out
I’m trying to think but the sea is too loud
I can’t see the shore
Not anymore
Lost in the blue don’t know who to call for
Been feeling this way
Caught up in the haze
Sun’s in my face and I know I got to…
Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
Push push push
It’s swirling me around
Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
Feel the grains on my skin
Drought in my throat
The water has blurred all the words that I wrote
Big fish underneath
Showing their teeth
I’m longing for land to dry off in the heat
An instant of peace
Bird’s above me
Maybe someday I will learn how to swim
Pull me back in
Resting my chin
On a piece of slight hope that maybe I’d win
Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
Push push push
It’s swirling me around
Push push push
I can’t touch the ground
Push push push
Mhm
Push push push
Mhm
Push push push
Mhm
Push push
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2. |
Pretty/Lucky
05:38
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Man I feeling so shitty
I used to bathe in self-pity
But now I'm feeling so pretty
Pretty high up in the sky
I used to live in a mansion
But I was feeling so anxious
My mother she says I'm precious
Precious like a day of light
Lucky that I found you hiding in my head
Now I can learn how to cut this ugly thread
When you're bored you can pretend that you are dead
I'm here instead
In my own bed
Lying on the memories of stupid shit I said
Yeah I was feeling so greedy
I wanted everything freely
But now I'm feeling so willing
Willing to try and find out why
I used to sleep for a century
I woke up feeling so empty
But now I'm no longer tempted
Tempted to try and close my eyes
Lucky that I found you right under my head
Now we dust off the memories we had
Whenever you are bored you can sit right at my desk
I'm here instead
In my own bed
Lying on the memories of stupid shit I said
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3. |
Fluid
03:23
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I’m out
Out of your spectrum
You want me to wear it
I’ll wear it out, wear it out
Be the exception
My god, you’re so fragile
So delicate
So grossed out
It’s an expression
My body, my hairstyle, my gender
It’s all gone now
It never was real
It’s all in your head
It’s all my head - hey!
I’m out
Not ordinary
I don’t believe in your assignments at birth
Outside
Of your binary
Your system is falling apart
It doesn’t work out
I know it’s scary
When people think they’re in control
You get so stressed out
Oh it is tragic
It’s all just made up
It’s fluid, you know - hey!
We define labels, labels don’t define us
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4. |
I'm Fine
04:37
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I need meds to keep me calm
I need meds to calm me down
My mother doesn't understand a thing
What's happening to me?
Drowning in childhood memories
I need naps to keep me going
I need maps to find me out
My loved ones are concerned for me
Oh I wish I could be
So careless, so beautiful, so free
Maybe I'll find my way
Yeah I'll find it someday
Some days just feel like rain
Pouring down cold and grey
And my pain can split into tiny little pieces rushing through my body
Some days just feel like rain
Ooh but I am fine
Wondering why
Ooh, honey I am fine
I just like crying
Even if I seem lost
Even if I seem mad
Even if I have no trust
I just keep hoping for the best, oh yes
Ooh but I am fine
Wondering why
Ooh, honey I am fine
I just like crying
I need meds to keep me calm
I need meds to calm me down
And I don't understand a thing
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5. |
Reminder
02:50
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It's time
Stop trying to please everyone else
No one's trying to please you that hard
So just stop and please yourself
You know you could be so much happier
You could have it so much better
If you would just start to trust yourself
If you don't like it
Make it new
If you don't want it
There are other things that you could do
And change your mind
As much as you need to
And if you're in bad company
Try saying fuck you
It's time
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